My APOLOGISES to EVERYONE
I wasn’t in a chattable frame of mind yesterday. I couldn’t even text Tommy or Roy either or even drop Babs or Pete a line
No I wasn’t depressed or anything like that
It was just one of those days IM SORRY
The heat is not good for me and when I feel like I did . Things I would have found pants wetting funny would have been taken personally and confrontational
The LAST thing I ever want is to upset and offend the truest friends I have
( THATS ALL OF YOU )
I went to bed about 6pm last night I just wanted to be by myself and sleep, and I did for 12 hours
BUT we had rain last night . It’s not so hot and I’m in my normal state of mind
( Can someone tell me what normal is )
I’m in bed but going to get up and have some breckky and a dozen cups of tea
I know I should have said something yesterday. But I didn’t want to put a shadow on the good day you all had and didn’t want anyone to be concerned about me
I just wasn’t in a good place
BUT I am now
MY LOVE AND BEST FRIENDSHIP TO YOU
Keith
Hi how did you go with the forms.?
I see my NEurologist next Friday.
So see what’s happening next.
How is Kay doing ?
Phil not coping very well with my PD so he’s coming with me to appt.i am really worried about him.
Will speak.later Babs x x x
Hi Keith. The very first thing you said to me was, NEVER EVER APOLOGIZE. I’m saying that to you today …
Lots of love
Sue xxx
Thanks Sue
There’s me giving advice to others yet I can’t even take my own
I’m in a good head space today
Just got up tidied my beard up although it doesn’t improve my looks
I don’t look like cat weasel now more worzel gumage lol
You have the best possible day
and after breakfast I’LL BE BACK
LOVE
KEITH XXXX
Hi Babs
Forms all filled for pips
45 minutes on the phone with ESA
Just waiting for my arsehole soon to be ex-employer to send me my ssp1 form I should have received 6 weeks ago
Without it I can’t claim anything
ESA was long because of all the questions but easier but she was really helpful and understanding , she is now my case officer
Hi Keith never apologise for not being in touch we all have days like that I can assure you that you will never lose my friendship because of that due to maintenance I will not be able to post for about 12 hours from 7pm Sunday good luck with pip I just had award after assessment
Pete and mam
Hi Pete
My head’s in a better place
Would say normal but forgotten what normal is lol
Whats happening to stop you posting ?
Hope they are right where it’s only 12 hours
You and Mam will be missed
The 15 odd hours I wasn’t on here yesterday felt a lot longer
But yesterday the world was against me
My mum drummed this saying into me
" If you can’t say anything nice then say nothing at all "
For me saying sorry for not being here
Was far easier than to say say sorry for what I might have said after
Deep down I’m a really nice guy
But since this all started
I can get very confrontational
Even over things I would have normally laughed at
Thankfully it’s very rare
To me I thinks it’s best to say sorry before I say something than seek forgiveness after I’ve said it , but that’s me
But today is a good day and I hope you and Mam have a good weekend
Your friend keith
Hey BRUV
Why are you apologizing I know you explained but there really really is no need .
We get it and that’s because we’re parkies and occasionally want to disappear like a cat and be alone for a while so what?
The rain has made things much more bearable and also filled my new water butt (can I say butt on here) oh well I guess I’ll find out soon HA HA
Have a great weekend TOMMY 
And before you switch to your alter ego.
I is not sayin you is a pussy blood HaHa.
Morning Bruv
I feel so much better today . Trimmed my beard now I don’t look like Cat Weazel
But a bit more of a Worzel Gumage lookalike
When I met Roy I showed him a picture of you . He was expecting to see something totally different you looked nothing like what he pictured you
Hope Sue is doing goodie her my regards
( She makes a blinding cuppa tea )
I might go up against Roy later , gonna live a bit dangerous
Will wear my blood pressure monitor and see what happens
See how long it takes before my brain melts and runs out my ears
I will be about as I said my head’s better
BRUV
Hello Keith, glad you’re in a better place today.
Probably won’t be on much (if at all?) tonight, Les & I are out for a romantic dinner (for that read ’ we’ve got vouchers for free starters & half price mains at Beefeater’ 
)
And Tommy I wasn’t expecting that you’d look as young & ‘hip’ as you do.
Carrying out some maintenance wonder if they will do it if weather is like now we got thunder and lightening will tell you all when I, mreconnected
Pete and mam
Hi
Been to Glasgow shopping today with my son. We were in really early so had breakfast in Glasgow . Was a good morning.
I was shattered today hubby and son went to pub and I fell asleep on couch have only just woke up
So a good day.
Hope you all doing okay
Love Babs x x x
Well done hen hope you’re trip tae the toon gote ye some nice hings
An ye wur probbly better aff oan the couch ennywiy
Huv a great weekend XX TOMMY
Hey Babswood
Jist let them faw asleep noo
an get yersel a boattle of hoo urryoo lookinit an watch a fillum.
Hi Bruv
I missed your text today I was repairing the garden gate at the time
I’m sorry if you thought I ignored it
(NOT TRUE) you know you are welcome
I got up this morning and Soo told me that someone was unscrewing the back gate she said" what are you going to do" I wasn’t keen on doing anything in case he took affence LOL
even at 2am you can make me laugh
It’s a curse I just have to live with!!!
its a good curse dont give it up
i did go to bed about 10 , but at 1am was still awake
I just can’t sleep haven’t taken any oil though
Been feeling so lethargic everyday
Going to make appointment with GP
been playing with Suzanne’s monitor and blood pressure low 84/65 earlier so can’t really be bothered doing much apart from taking Sammy out and come back and sleep the day away
Not on levadopa only anti depressants so don’t know why it’s low
Lying on sofa in the dark listening to radio .
when did you last have a blood pressure test done at your doctors
if its reading right and your doing it right
your blood pressure is very low