It is like a maze

last year after problems with meds I had a lavadopa challenge and they took all the meds off me and restarted them. II am now almost back to what I WAS On except for the medopar slow relase at night. I think I am now much worse. Ii am on reticitine patches 14mg / day + stalevo 75mg 4 x day. Most days I have an increasing no. of hours when I am not able to walk but only shuffle, I am never comfortable and the stiffnees has incrased two fold. My nights arre uncoomfortable. Please dont say this is it? I dont know what to do. I spoke with my consultant and he says he wants to leave everything as it. I cannoot plan anything ahead, as I dont know how I will be on theh day. I am getting very tired of it all. any advice please