Hi
No one can tell you how to mourn or for how long Autumn leaves.
It is 6 months since My girlfriend Clare passed away for the first 2 months i was wrecked when she died a better part of me died the moment she did, i cried for almost 2 months everyday because everything around me reminded me of Clare, she left behind a son, although he is not mine by blood I will always think of him as a son i am very proud of him.
I still mourn Clare but i also still mourn the loss this illness has brought about, the loss of Clare is forever and so is the loss of who i once was & I have had to face much over the last few months from different directions trying to get one ticked off another appears, I still feel the loss & always will, but I feel less Pain although there are times it comes back to bite me, there is Light at the end of the tunnel.