Dear all,
just wanted to share my recent experience of coming off ropinerole and sinemet as an inpatient at neuropsychiatry ward of the national neurological hospital queens square, London.
i am a 34 year old male diagnosed at 30 with symptoms from 27 living and working in London. i was admitted voluntarily recently to hospital (above) to be weaned off ropinerole which i was addicted to and self-medicating. i was on 24mg XL (3 x 8mg per day) and 4 x 100 sinemet i was regularly taking more ropinerole (lied to get extra prescriptions) as and when i needed a hit mainly due to work (furniture maker) and was as a result basically on a path to destruction and possibly suicide which i had considered.
fortunately for me i was saved (literally) by the neurology team i see at the National and my family, i cannot stress seriously enough the destructive path i was on with ropinerole, i ticked every behavioural side effect box and the ropinerole changed me as a person affecting all aspects of my personality and behaviour it was causing me to ruin my life and bring as much down with me as i could, but it worked wonders for my motor symptoms and i felt great the hit i got from taking it was so powerful i absolutely loved it.
but all this led to me spending 4 weeks in the psychiatric ward at the national probably the best thing that has happened to me during my relatively short time living with parkinsons. i resisted admission as best i could but luckily i still had a touch of clarity to my thinking that i realised it was absolutely necessary, i was so paranoid and my mental capacity was so affected that i would have been sectioned sooner rather than later i had even developed a darkness to the periphery of my vision which has now gone. the neuro team whilst trying to persuade me to admit, were convinced that i would do something "catastrophic" within weeks if i stayed on the DA.
i know everyone has such different times with parkinsons but i am now on amantadine, stalevo and an anti anxiety combined with behavioural therapy, exercise and meditation and i literally feel like a new person but actually just the old me not the "ropinerole me"
thanks