VWell it's 3.25am and I'm still awake.
esa tribunal is tomorrow or should I say today and don't know why I'm bothering. Stopped taking my pills yesterday and feel like shit ...tremoring, can't relax, twitching , stiff, hope I'm not messing things up by suddenly not taking high dosage drugs, just to be able to guarantee that I can demonstrate how this bloody disease affects me most of the time.
Perhaps discussing my most personal habits with complete and utter strangers will help and by doing so the resulting stress which is portrayed by an inability to breathe to those parties might persuade them to give me a paltry sum of about £70 quid each week after my nearly five decades of work.
Am I bitter??? I sure as hell am, after lazy #####!!, conmen etc all make a living out of receiving benefits and I'm made to feel like a lazy scrounging parasite and told to get back to work and lose the pension I have spent years paying into.