Most of my problems are linked to my mobility. My legs get really heavy & as I walk
my back gets more & more uncomfortable. I can walk 50 yards but it is not pleasant.
I can’t enjoy walking. I am often thinking to myself is this walk really necessary. Do I need a loaf of bread from our local bakers as I have run out ? I can’t park close enough so I decide to wait till next week when I can park closer & use my blue badge or maybe I’ll feel better soon, knowing I probably won’t.
Now I get freezing of gait, not every day, maybe not every week. But I do get it &
I can predict when it will happen. Because It happens when I do certain things. Obviously it is key not to do the things that bring on this horrific sensation that I can do nothing about.
One thing that brings on my gait freezing is quite ridiculous really. Now, at home in my flat I can make a mug of tea in my kitchen & carry it to my bedroom. I pour a full mug carry it through the kitchen into my bedroom with its white carpet, step over the computer charging cable that is maybe 2 feet off the ground. No problem.
I have been doing this for over a year since I had my Parkinson’s diagnosis & I have
never spilt a drop of tea or coffee in my flat.
But if I go into a cafe & order a cup of tea or a plate of food or a tray of something I take about 2-3 steps & I have this terrible sensation building up inside me. The first thing that happens is that I freeze to the spot & I can’t move. Then comes the earthquake & I shake so violently & I have to say “can someone help me please”.
They take the cup or the tray & after a minute I can walk. The kind person follows me to my seat & puts the tray or mug on my table & everything is fine.
Clearly what I do normally is I go to the counter pay for my tea. I tell the person I have Parkinson’s & I shake a bit & they take my tea / coffee to my table. Problem solved.
So yesterday I go to pick up my car after a recall … The lady at reception says can I get you a coffee there is machine some 15 yards away … I know how to operate the machine so I [stupidly] say. Don’t worry I’ll get myself one. Now I know I shouldn’t but I thought I can do this. So I pour the coffee into a mug. I pick up the mug I move maybe 3 feet & I freeze to the spot & I start to shake, in seconds all the coffee will be on the floor. So I say “Can someone help me please” … there are salesman at desks & one is quickly to my rescue & takes the mug of coffee from me & carries it to where I am sitting.
I feel so cross with myself, why can’t I do such a simple thing?
Anyone else have this happen ?
Best wishes
Steve2