Hi all, like us all I'm sure, my symptoms seem to be very heightened at the moment and I'm putting it down to having a bit too much to deal with.
To start my mum has recently been diagnosed with secondary liver cancer and has just started palliative chemotherapy, she is so positive and upbeat and us four siblings are doing our utmost to be so too but it causing a lot of stress. A because of the diagnosis, B because we are all reacting differently some of us better than others which is resulting in low level fall out at the minute, C personally have issues with my 17 year old grand daughter who is currently pregnant ( due date end of Jan) and she is homeless so social services on my case to have her back to live with us D my consultant out patient appointment was cancelled yesterday last saw her in April 2017 and new appointment not til June 2018 and I so needed to have this appointment.
I just feel totally out of it at the minute, so tired just seem to sleep or want to sleep all the time, tremor at times a nightmare, apathy all day every day and then when I arrived at hospital to be told appointment cancelled I could have cried. Actually this morning I did brake down but felt I couldn't breath it was awful felt like the whole sob was caught in my throat and I couldn't breath scary to say the least.
I will ring my PD nurse and I also know stress makes things worse but just don't know what to do for the best