A warm welcome to the forum.
I appreciate that you may be fearful to take your medication, but it is really important that you follow the neurologists instructions as this could cause serious health implications. If you’d like information and support on medication, you can contact our helpline service and speak to one of our advisers - they have extensive knowledge on medication which you may find useful. They can also arrange for a Parkinson’s nurse to contact you within 24 hours if you need to speak to a specialist.
I would also encourage you to speak to your GP as soon as you can so you can discuss your fears with them and explore some potential options.
I do hope you find the information useful and please do get in contact with us if you need help.