
Hello All
Jennyb Lorna Mommah sooo ali j you all have my utmost sympathy ,diagnosed in 1999 age 49 and since that day I have tried every possible combination of Anti PD drugs, the excellent Professor who always tries to fit me in on clinic day , so he can be updated on what is a very Complex PD. All the Consultants and Nurse Specialists at North Tyneside Genral are first class and I know it frustrates them knowing that in my case at least the night terrors visions and hallucinations will simply have to be endured, however all is not lost my Parky Friends, you will have heard of CBT , a therapy which actually works for me when in the grip of even the worst Night Terror . Schooled in CBT by a perceptive Psychologist over a 5yr period, it didn't take 5 yr to learn the technique, only about a year before the penny dropped , and the whole idea was to combat severe depression which it did but more importantly it works when I dream, spooky aint it
It works like this, the dreams are so realistic I look upon them as a Parallel
Universe ,a place I go to when I sleep, No Im not bonkers,the creatures and horrible people I encounter have limited boundaries which they cannot breach I on the other hand can and do choose to wake up, yes I may be woken by my own scream but it is now more likely to be me taunting them rather than of fear I know they cannot follow ,I win every time and the more it happens the tougher I become in fact the worse dreams for me are the nice gentle ones, I am walking in the Cheviot Hills with my Wife and Daughters ,Son in Laws and all my Grandchildren not forgetting Betty and Jasper, Betty is a Choodle Jasper a fine5yr old boxer
the sun is warm and all is right with the world, then I wake, usually in pain and the realization that it was only a dream is very distressing, but Heh Ho onward and upward don't even look back they cannot follow, ever. Try and learn the trick It really does work astonishing though it may seem.
My drugs are Madopar 125mg 14per day,Tolcapone 3 1oomg plus a couple more which I need to combat Prostate Cancer, its a wonder I don't rattle.
I wish you all a peacefull restfull sleep, Kindest Regards fedexlike
