Suicidal thoughts

I don’t know where to turn. My doctor for the elderly stated I had Parkinson’s then she said she was not sure about 6 months ago.

*now I finding it difficult to get hold of her.

My symptoms are

I have right side hand tremors at rest or at the dinner table or even driving

Very bad jerking and uncontrollable movements of arms and legs mostly right side at rest and in bed they can be very violent and fly out couple of feet. I now sleep alone, I do have sleep apnea as well and use a machine at nights.

I also get.

Cramp in my right foot in the arch most of the time

Complete body stiffness that is very bad, restricts me from doing things along with sudden pain.

Difficultly at finding the correct words at times along with bad memory.

Dropping things due weak grip, jerking or not holding tight enough.

Skins fell funny most of the time ( can’t really explain felling this ) the only thing I would say it like a smooth tight felling

Difficulty sleeping at night.

But I do fall asleep during the daytime if I am in a chair.

I Had restless leg that now controlled on the meds Pregabalin 125 mg

I have feeling of being trapped and don’t know where to turn. Also now becoming anger with myself with a felling of wanting to throw something.

I need help in understanding what going on .

Is this Parkinson’s or something else

I on 250 Madopar daily 100 am 50 late afternoon and 100 at bedtime also 4 mg nuepro patch at night 125 Pregabalin at night to help with the restless legs

1 also have to take 2 30/500 co. Codamal going to bed to help with the pain and stiffness.

You comment or advice would be appreciated.

I don’t have any faith in my consultant. I am trying see if I can get a second opinion but the gp is not being to helpful in this direction.

Ed

Hi @Edd, it sounds like you’re going through a lot.

Do you have time today to call us on 0808 800 0303? No question is too big or too small, and our team can speak to you about anything that’s on your mind.

Very often speaking to someone who understands helps, and we strongly encourage you to get in touch. Our team is friendly, and everything you share is confidential. You can find more info about getting in touch on this page.

We’re thinking of you

The Parkinson’s UK Moderation Team :blue_heart:

Thank you I have spoken to them, she has arranged an appointment with a nurse to call me back.
Ed

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Yes they put me on pramipexole and Pregabalin I take this 2 hours before going to bed I also take cocadamol to help with the pain
I am now getting sleep about 2 3 hours wake up and go back to sleep
Weird thing I can’t sleep beyond 7am
I Take what I can get .