Well, I have been checked out by my GP for drug induced delusional behaviour and have spoken to several medical people about the side effects of ropinarole and await a meeting with my PD consultant - with a clear conscience.
My experience - a long time partner has now left me blaming my behaviour induced by the PD drugs. Gambling - no - £6 when I remember on the lottery! Sexual yes -a pleasant increase in libido but trying to entice an androgynous being to participate once or twice every two weeks or so (better than nowt before!)
I did note however, that there were a lot of late night texts and PC messaging and secretive calls. Avoidance of holidays together. Go away/nights out ... with her friend(s). Even her lies - that was never believed possible! Basically there was a black hole which I was not supposed to know about. I felt bad at the time but I did record some things to prove that I wasn't imagining it all. Glad I did in retrospect!
When eventually I confronted her, I was accused of being delusional ... must get help... suddenly the judge, the jury and then sentence was passed. I started to doubt what I had heard and seen.This forum alerted me that she might be right. Am I that bad???
Then eureka - her word against mine? I got checked out - all seems OK so I asked to prove that I was wrong in what I had seen. Guess what she hasn't got/can't find/won't divulge her itemised phone bill... that would prove once and for all who is delusional and who is right .... the land line records prove my position!
So beware - although this sounds really bizarre - she had used her knowledge of my medication to hide her involvement outside of the home. Now she has gone off with her "friend(s)". Why she couldn't have just ditched me I don't know ... but to use my PD as a smoke screen and have me doubt my own sanity.
It hurts now that she has gone... at first I would admit to anything to have her back. Then it dawned on me - my best friend had used me and lied to me - and why worry now ... life goes on.