Hi @Chippy63,
Welcome to the forum.
I’m sorry to hear that you haven’t had the best experience with the forum so far; I can assure you that we will do all we can to help you during this hard time.
The most important thing you need to know is that you’re not alone and there is help and support available to you and I can see members of the community as well as one of our moderators have already reached out to you on your other post. In addition to the help and support available via our confidential helpline, it’s a really good idea to reach out to the Samaritans at 116 123 , especially is you’re having thoughts of suicide.
I hope this helps and please keep us posted on how you’re feeling today.
Best wishes,
Reah
Forum Community Manager