Hello to all,
I am thinking how I can explain my disapearance , and silence, ok I know its not required but I need to tell the tale as its not nice as I changed my personality so much, and worse I look back and survey the awful wreckage and destruction caused by my behaviour and feel so ashamed especially as my dear wife was hurt deeply by my selfishness, I should mention that I have had terrible shutdowns and Dyskinesia with alarming Prostate symptoms over the last year but the hammer blow was the death of my dear Mother age 96 and though I thought I had bottled the depression aspect of parky well when my Mam left us a new war fired up and it was hell '
My sad tale has been building for about 3 years with rampant obsessive behaviour which wasthe need to buy